Been a while. Since I last posted I passed my GCSE's, started college and surprisingly made some friends, turned 17, made an owl cake, started to attempt juggling and have considered that christmas is two weeks tomorrow and should really get out and get some presents, but to be fair I do know what I am getting most people.
Things are different now, I don't have idiotic teachers having a go at me for crying, not talking to them or anything like that. I am a little better than I was, but not fully. After all those years, I don't know where I am right now.
But college can be okay. Not enjoying anything at the moment, but I do have exams next month.
Oh, nearly forgot, peaches.

After the fire

It was another cold day. The sun hadn't been seen for months, or that is what she thought. She wouldn't leave her house, ever. She would never let any light in, only using the light from the switch, occasionally lighting a fire.

She was completely dependent on others. She couldn't leave the house. She was so scared of the people, of the world, of what she would do that the very thought of entering the hallway of the entrance of the house scared her. 

All the rooms were connected to one another. She would have a bathroom in the middle. There was a kitchen and dining area on one side of the bathroom, a living area with bedroom features on the other. It was a three room life. 

She would use the internet to buy things. Friends to help her. Luckily her health was fine. No one even thought much of it. The whole place was clean as though it was tidied every day.

She entertained herself by cooking random foods together, playing board games with herself and occasionally someone else if there was someone else with her and she wrote. She hadn't gone anymore mad. She hated everything on the outside and couldn't face it. She saw almost no point in life, but was too scared to end it. She wasn't at that point where she would risk it all, but there were many deep cuts all over her body. If she got angry, scared or couldn't see any hope, she would cut herself. 

She never really understood people. She had made some good friends, but they never really understood her. It wasn't the same after a while. One day she was made able to work at home and was never seen again by the outside people.

It all became far too much. The stress of no more outside on her body and the fear of it all inside was far too much. She couldn't cope any longer. She hadn't seen anyone for the last two weeks for and longer than an hour all together. People popping in to give her what she needed. No contact with others other than work with emailing. There wasn't anyone to help her at this time, they are more wound up in their own problems to notice that there was nothing left inside of her. 

She was an empty person. There was the body, but there was nothing on the inside.

She made a fire to try and end the coldness inside her. It didn't help. It was just too much. The ice was too strong for the warmth of the fire. The fire was the one which struggled. Eventually it died out.

When the fire had stopped, there wasn't anything to stop her this time. She didn't care about anything else. She wasn't any longer scared. Not scared enough that she wouldn't do it. She felt as though she had no choice. This was it.

This time, she set another fire. Made it look like an accident. Threw away the key she had that would allow her escape.

She lay there, the carpet setting on fire. She lay there, as though asleep, in a happy place where nothing could hurt her.

The fire spread. It got bigger and more fierce.

This was the second a fire truck appeared. It hit her. She started to burn. She couldn't even feel a thing. There was nothing they could do now. It was so fast, it was so strong, it killed her fast.

There was sadness in her friends and family, regret that they never helped sooner.

After the fire there was nothing else. The fire had ended quickly, but there was nothing that could be done for her. She was quick to burn. Quick for it to end. Quick to be free.

Humans

The lego land story will continue withing the next few weeks. But for now I ask you to remember, you dignity, you lost when you were born, because for some reason I cannot explain, we are all born naked, we are covered in this horrible substance (not just the air) and people are staring at you. They are all staring at an unclothed baby. It isn't a great feeling, luckily at this point we wouldn't be thinking about it, we wouldn't be so bothered for two reasons, firstly we are human so are naturally stupid, secondly we haven't been forced to learn all these 'facts' about things that humans have decided are true.
It is strange to think that we came up with all of this. Not sheep. Not chimps. But us, humans. So it would also be wrong to think that everything that we have come up with is true. Humans run on one way of thinking through it all, so would claim it is right. It might be partly right, but using the wrong way of looking at it. What if gravity isn't holding us down but something caused by another thing, and if forces weren't of their own doing, but a result of several things combined, of course I would be completely wrong, but we just think that this is the was everything is and how it should all be. It is very annoying to think that everything we live with in everyday life has had some influence by humanity. We are all ruining the planet and we all unfortunately have to live it, so we might as well try and enjoy it I guess, although I think I have humanity more than anything else in the world.
Last thought: Scientists call it progress, I call it grave digging.

We as humans are cursed with a brain. The lucky ones don't know how to use it.

It was just another day for the screams to cry in her mind and everything else to make her lose more and more contact with what reality she had left.

All she could focus on now was the war, it wasn't even real, no one would listen, and they wouldn't understand, the war started in instabilities in the picture. There were two groups of people, they were both really to blame. There was a Pegasus, the only one which had some control over any land, which was very confusing. This one turned out to be that no one could trust it, it worked for the people of the mountains, which is just another name for the dark people, but the people already didn't like anyone else outside of their territory, they are very territorial, and always fought for more land when they thought that they needed it.
So, there was a Pegasus that turned out to be bad, and instabilities. The Pegasus ordered the soldiers on the borders to leave, they prevented any wars from happening, it was only when they are told to leave when the situation is really bad. In order to remove the soldiers, there has to be a majority of the leaders voting for this, but there are always ways to persuade, of force, them to vote a specific way.
Anyway, the soldiers had left, then the fighting began, these places aren't named like normal, but are categorized, there was ALPHA-A-7 and ALPHA-A-9 that started the whole thing, they had different skills, but their fighting skills were about the same lever, there was just more from ALPHA-A-7 than ALPHA-A-9. Eventually, the whole of ALPHA-A was fighting, this was the worst thing that could have happened. They were the best war fighters when they fight ALPHA-B all the way to ALPHA-I, but it is more like a blood bath when they fight each other, all they want to do is win, in the end, they never really remember what they are fighting for, and they never surrender. They just continue until the other side surrenders, and that isn't going to happen here.
And that was the problem for this person, created a world full of war, her thoughts could never hold peace, there are times when it is peaceful, and those are the best, but when it loses complete control, it leads to the most terrible times.
Though there was BETA where it is based on what the real world is, just generally worse, and then highly impossible things that she does actually believe in, the only thing she won't believe is reality, because it seems like the most impossible thing that she feels as though she has created.
Then again, she does question her own existence sometimes, and occasionally does do some things people don't want her to do, but it confirms her existence and the fact that they are alive.

Back to the war then and the effects on her then. Well, there is constant screaming from young people, old people, the women and the men, the cries of death continually there, almost never ending. They kept her awake at night, and then the sound of metal on metal and the pain that there was being caused made it even more worse, she even saw fighting happening occasionally, the times that she needed the peace, they came at their worse, it couldn't be controlled, it wouldn't end.
It felt like she was fighting a war between herself and reality, and this seemed like the only real thing that could be felt by her, she had given up with people and just thought that there was no point caring anymore, whether someone was saying something nice or not.

And not even talking helped anymore, usually wrote it out somewhere so she felt as though there was something that would help, and that had just left her. There was a scream, and almost screamed herself, but couldn't. Exams weren't helping, revision was distracted by all of this, couldn't even get it out, so she couldn't focus, then the exams,  they weren't really that great, couldn't even remember the english exam, and that was the one everyone asked about.

What made it worse was that there were two people. Both she was close to, mainly because she didn't really have a choice, but close to all the same. The first one had no idea that she could be sad in any way, no idea at all, even when it seemed really obvious. The other, the one everyone wanted her to talk to, wasn't really supportive, she just commented negatively on everything that was going on in her life, so how could she talk to this person? She couldn't.
It felt to her that she was only a receiver, waiting for something to tell her where to go next, no point doing anything herself, after all, there seemed to be little control from anything. Feels like there is something watching and it won't go away. The thing is, it has been like that for years and it is only been a short time after actually being able to talk to someone, which doesn't even seem to be helping.

The war continued, talked about it slightly, but never changed, only got worse and worse, the screams, never ending, everything seemed to be closing in, no where to run, like a tunnel, but there was no exit, the entrance was blocked up, no where to hide, even in her own room, she didn't feel safe.

All she thought of was that she was hopeless and worthless, and there was no positives, only negatives. She was a failure, that is what she told herself, she gave in to the things going on in her head, she had no idea what she was doing sometimes, and others, well, she just listened to them, they seemed more powerful than she was, and she was the real person, no matter what she said.

The Pegasus, that was the thing that made her smile as a child, but now it had gone against her. It was one of the last things she wanted to happen, the things she could trust, she no longer could, there was too much to be scared of now, too much to hide from.
And she always asked herself, why? Why did I start all of this? Why did I never run away from it all when I had the chance? And she can never answer them. Not even sorry is enough, all she wants to do is hide from world and hide from herself because there is nothing else that she can do, only scream, scream with the screams inside her head.
She is lost, and no longer sees the point, there is nothing, only darkness, no light can enter, the walls cannot be broken, and there is only fear, and even that no longer seems real, only the blank feelings, hopelessness, that is all that is left. There is only one thing that can bring peace, it would end the wars and end it all, but refuses to think of that yet to the reality, she doesn't want to lose, but there is no way to win.

TAKING OVER THE WORLD

IN ORDER TO

MAKE IT A BETTER PLACE

AND BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO WITH YOUR TIME

Firstly, it is important to realise that you do in fact have to start from the very beginning. You do need to hire people to get into places and you do need people to help you, you cannot do this by yourself. This is something that involves teamwork, so, if you are not a team player, you will have to get over this for a while, and taking over the world will not happen over night, it involves careful planning and precision, you cannot attack too early, but attacking too late cannot be done either. So, this is a map of the world before you begin. Then, once you begin, it is then when the map can start to go black, and when you start, there is no going back, it is invade or die.

You will have to much like a politician, you will need a good audience who will listen to you and who will agree with your motives, which are to make a better place for everyone (maybe not to mention the killing part, but that isn't really important right now and no one has to know that, that will be mentioned later on). You will need to create a secret army who will be ready for the day you first attack, you will need spies, hackers, people who work at high levels in companies which have lots of power over people and in the world, you will need all of this, otherwise it will not, and cannot, work.

You will want a good level of control over the media so you can get across anything good which may be reported about you, and all the bad points can be thrown away, you want support from other politicians and  from the people of the K.

When you have the correct support, your secret army is ready and you have all the right people, it is then when you can start.

PHASE 1

Plant spies, hackers and all the other necessary people in all top communication, transport and power companies. From here you can easily shut the UK away, it should also allow no one to know what is going on. 

By turning off transport links, you can easily stop all flights, boats and much of car travel, this would also result in the fuel to run out so people can no longer travel far, people from outside countries cannot get in and see what is going on. 

Turning off communication stops people across the UK and from outside countries from communication with each other, no one will know what is going on, internet will be no longer accessible (until later on) and people will panic (this should also lead to people getting to know their neighbours better). 

Finally, turning off power will completely stop the media, it will force turn off of any computers, televisions, there will be nothing to charge anything. Ovens won't work, lights won't work. There will be a mass panic, but people should eventually realise that it is nice, and if you looked at the UK at night from a satellite in space, it would be pitch black, which would be a great thing to see (not just because the plan is working, it makes it seem more calm, and it is also easy to see where you have invaded).

This is the point at which you bring out your army, the government and queen will be weakened, scared and when you come in and attack them and the countries armed forces, it shouldn't take too long (counting days, not minutes) to take control of the UK, the armed forces should now work for you and obey all your commands, from here, the same thing must happen to the Republic of Ireland.

Your Invasion map should now look like this:

And you now have successfully started the invasion of the whole planet
but there is still lots of work to do. But look at that black, doesn't it feel
good?

PHASE 2

From taking over the UK and the Republic of Ireland, you should now know what you have to do, you do this for all the countries, because there is no communication, transport links or power, there shouldn't be much of a problem with the countries which have not yet been invaded.

There will be trouble in some countries, so you must always have a reliable army within these countries, so when you are not there, you can trust that everything will be fine. Also, you will have had to set up a secret communication link where you can keep in constant communication with these things whilst admiring you bad guy lairs built in shark tank.

But back to the actual invasion, you now know what you have to do to invade, and it is a long process, so these are the invasion maps with the order of invasion, easy to follow, and easy to invade.

Firstly, you want Europe, close to home and in the middle.

First part of the Europe invasion, head south, taking control over France, Spain and Portugal.

Head East to get Italy.

Go north, and countries to the west you will also invade, makes it look less messy.

Head east once again.

South again, get the rest of Europe (not Russia though, and my geography
 is really bad so I just guessed if they were in Europe)

And now you have Europe (or something like that) Only 11 Phases of the world invasion left to go.

PHASE 3

So, now you're thinking where to go next? Well that is simple, Iceland and Greenland!!!

As you make more progress, it becomes more obvious, see, more black,
that also means more success.

PHASE 4

Now it's Africa, not very advanced, so in theory easy, but there is a lot of it, and they do fight, but once you've got passed the hard parts, the rest is easy, and remember, this will take quite a while, as well as everything else, do not rush anything, and plan everything out in advance so there is no waiting to figure out plans after you have started the invasion.

And now it is starting to look really good, but don't lose yourself quite
yet, there is still the other white parts you need to get.

PHASE 5

Where now? Have a look at there four places:South America

                                                                Mexico

                                                                Canada

                                                                Alaska

Hard work has never been so much fun, or so rewarding.

More success.

PHASE 6

The mad country of Japan next, very advanced, very weird but because of this, completely amazing.

It's getting progressively better.

PHASE 7

Now, this is the most simple part, the Pacific islands, this does include Hawaii, no updated map because it doesn't show it, but you might as well see your progress.

No change since last time, but it isn't always visible.

PHASE 8

Now it is time to get into mainland Asia. Invading all the countries bordering China, but not Russia.

The black seems to be coming on well.

PHASE 9

Now we get the remainder of Asia, but not China and not Russia. Don't bother to get Indonesia or other island countries yet either, that can be done later.

And it is getting really fun, everything is working and everything seems
like it will work, and there doesn't really seem to be any future challenges...

PHASE 10

And now, at the same time, it is now time to invade the USA and China, this won't be easy, but because you are very strong now, and they don't really know what is going on, you have the advantage.

And as you see,  you are almost done.

PHASE 11

As simple as said, Russia, not much left, and you will have lost people along the way, but you have also gained people, so you are stronger than ever before and even ore powerful, but don't forget to feed your sharks, they need food to survive, and you lair wouldn't be the same without your sharks.

Look at it, isn't it beautiful, you did this.

PHASE 12

Get those Asian island countries now and New Zealand.

And then there was one.

PHASE 13

You should be able to guess where to go now, Australia.

And you see, complete. Now for the part you have had on your mind
since you began invasion, the reason why you did this, to make
the world a better place.

Now, to have a decent world, everyone needs to give something to it, now considering that chavs always refuse to do anything, they need to be gotten rid of. But also, because there is going to be food rationing, you have to kill all the people who eat to much because they want to be the fattest person in the world or because they refuse to eat less.

And now the world has some great improvements, but this is what part of your list looks like...

1.Take over Apple and Microsoft

2.Turn on some communication, some power 

3.People will have to use horses as transportation

4.Food rationing

5.No use of fossil fuels

6.Taxes

7.Read a book

And the list goes on, maybe someone else looks at it and thinks, taxes, but taxes are really important, you may not want to accept it, but it is true, and you do know that.

COMMUNICATION

There will be no social networking sites. There will be no web-cam communication. There will be emailing, and blogs will still be usable, so the internet has to come back into play, online shopping (but only certain things) will be available. All blogs will be monitored (this does create jobs for people with will be mentioned later on) and all emails must be monitored, this is to prevent any rebellions.

Post will also be in use, and hopefully will be used more.

EDUCATION (5-20) AND JOBS

From the age of 4 (1st September - 31st August, age 5 at end of August) all children are expected to go to school. They will continue learning the things they have to know and will know this by the age of 12 (12 at end of August). From here, they will chose five subjects that interest them and thee have to be ones that they can potentially do well in. At 16 (16 at end of August) they will then be given a career path based on what they have done well in their whole school life, they will be put into this education for 2 years, then  job will be picked out. From then, they do any form of educational work that will help them in this job (this could be hands on actually doing the job with help or could be working from a book with occasional work experience). From the age of 20, they will start their working career.

HEALTH CARE

For everyone, and is always dealt with asap, but if someone caused their own health damage by drinking too much or something along those lines, they will have to be put down the list.

NO SMOKING

ALCOHOL ALLOWED

NO DRUGS!!! (unless proven to help medical condition)

POWER

Will be renewable, good for the environment and is better for people.

TRANSPORT

Horses, Boats. Everyone works close to home, there will be no major cities. There will be holidays for people where they can travel to another country, but this is either bu horse coach or by boat.

FOOD RATIONING

Everyone given recommended food (payable through food tickets acquired though work, or if elderly through tax payments or if a child, the parents deal with that with work)

Using the food circle and recommended daily intake. Only a litter over it so people can have more.

They won't get any more unless they pay for it themselves (which is difficult, there would be money for taxes, living costs and other factors to consider, it would be only on special occasions when someone would buy food)

PEOPLE SHOPS

There will be no supermarkets, instead, there will be specialised, so there would be bakeries, vegetable shops, and following from this, flower shops, game shops, and it would carry on like this.

CLOTHING

Some mad little child (not actually little, but she sure is mad) will be in control of clothes, everyone, brace yourselves, this could be bad.

BULLYING, DEPRESSION...

There will be people where these people can go to see and talk to, everyone should live a happy life, so dealing with these issues is a main priority.

WATER

Clean, only use as much as needed. No dish washers or washing machines, only hands and sinks. Toilets will only use as much water as is needed. No water waste, occasionally a water fight can be allowed if very good reasons are given.

HOUSING

Everyone lives in a house, their house is mainly determined on work income, their family size or future family size etc.

MARRIAGE

18 everywhere.

TAXES

Money is taken off of payments from work and taken off of things bought from shops. Also with housing tax, everyone pays base on income (from age of 20), it will not be the same for everyone and it is not based on the house, only their income.

JAIL

Islands where they have to work. The less serious jail criminals will be on different islands to those who are serving life or for really serious crimes and aren't potentially serving life. Death sentences are rare and are only used in extreme cases.

GOVERNMENT

There will be on main leader with 12 others on the side, those 12 are more important than the ones elected by the people of their own country who are like the government today, but will much less power, and everything has to go though the 13 top people.

HOLIDAYS

People will be given 4 weeks a year when they do not have to go to work, this will be paid holiday. They can do what they want so long as it is fine with the law.

LAW

Everyone must follow the law

Some examples of laws would include:

• No murder is suitable in any form
• Theft is unacceptable
• The exportation of duck eggs is not allowed unless the exporter and the importer bot have permits and have permission from the authorities

These are just some examples of laws

Well, that is how you take over the world and make the world a better place, and that isn't really all, that is just the start of the power in which all that would happen, and all those above things apply for the whole world, (and the population would be much less after killing chavs and all the other annoyances/pests on the planet, just so you know).

If you read all of this, well done, give yourself a pat on the back or a gold star or some worthless thing that makes you feel important. 

And now for a definition:

Revolution: 

1. A forcible overthrow of a government or social order for a new system. 

Now, isn't that interesting.

In an ocean, no one knows fully what is going on, a lot like in life, no one knows what is going on unless they are told, even then, they won't understand.

On the positive side, well, is there a positive side? It is almost impossible ro find. When there is no one to help, and no one to be there, and everyone else needs someone, and everyone elae has someone, but when someone needs me, I can't be there, because by that time, there is no point anymore.

Is there actually anyone there anymore, sure, there are my pokemon, my teddies, the unicorns and pegasus, those dragons and the other people who aren't actually real. The real people seem less real than the ones in my head. Is that wrong to thin? Even if it is, it does seem true.

So is there any real point. Sure, I can stop the King and his army from invading the central land to protect the sapphire stone that was brought down from the ancient people which gave the land life from the days of death, but I can't stop myself or anyone else, is there any hope? Is there any reason?

In a world living only in the imagination and forgetting the pain of reality, it isn't easy to find the right path to travel on. Not only does it involve real courage to face the world everyday, staying as far away from people as possible, but also trying to hide the fact that you are living in your own imagination.

Influenced by everything seen, heard and them carrying on from formally imagined things, it was never easy to keep everything away from people. There was always the good story, but there qas always that bad one, the one that affected her everyday actions. The things she could do, the way she did them, she was scared of people much of the time, she was scared of windows, scared someone was watching, scared someone was going to kill her, scared of herself. 

She sometimes makes ot worse, as though she deserves the pain she creates. 

Then, pain strikes the reality, there is no way out, she is in a dungeon, no escape, just concrete walls surrounding her, no light, no hope for the future. Of course she is still in touch with reality slightly, even thinking about it reminds herself that she is no good (believing this, trying to hide from it, bit it never worked).

The imagination is a musterious place, hard to control, and difficult to change after years of following one single pattern, but with a dragon, pegasus or unicorn, it is fun. With nothing to look forward to, not that good. Even reading a book can change something so much it is hard to think what is really going on...

Lets Start with...

Pokemon FireRed!!!

Queue the music

The remake of the first games, the first generation, no complicated nonsense, just pokemon and Team Rocket with their evil plans, one region and professor oak, the way it should be...

How does he know I won't just go and work for Team
Rocket, that's the thing I've been wanting for years now :(

Interacting with people, why?

Can you not tell???

...

You are his grandad

That's what I say (no longer poo)

Well done!

I look so bored, stop talking, let me take over the world

When I found out you could do this in ruby, I stayed in
bed for  ever, I had to go into every bed from then, and
I continued it to the new games too.

Everyone hates me :'(

I'm confused, why is there no L or R button a
nywhere in life???

:)

Why has mum been cooking in the sink again,
good thing I am leaving...

We are living in a lonely world, there is never anyone there when you need them, but they're there at the end, when the worst has happened. But everyone else has someone in these times, someone they can talk to, someone to cry on. But there are others who don't have anyone or just can't talk to some people, because the person they need isn't there or they are too far apart by the problem at the time.

I have friends who I get along with who I know get very uncomfortable being alone, unless they're with people, talking all the time. Whether it's on the phone, or in person, they're never by themselves. Whereas I could be alone for months.

Viggo Mortensen

“A joker is a little fool who is different from everyone else. He's not a club, diamond, heart, or spade. He's not an eight or a nine, a king or a jack. He is an outsider. He is placed in the same pack as the other cards, but he doesn't belong there. Therefore, he can be removed without anybody missing him.”  
― Jostein Gaarder, The Solitaire Mystery

TheOthers

She wore a white coat, keeping her warm, she doesn't wear any fancy costume, but is just herself, hiding from the others and the normals.
The others are the people who also have a power, they are feared by the normals. These are the people who have no power, and they are afraid of the king, Stephen. He took the advantage of overruling the previous king, never had one of the others been king, but that is because they hide from the world, and the normals do not like being ruled by the others, and nor do the others, they know that together they have the power to bring storms to destroy villages and to bring the dead back to life, everyone knows this.
You never know if you are one of the others until you are a teenager, and they could come at the late years or even very early. You find out soon after, daily patterns change and it is then you realize something isn't quite right. The others are separated from the normals, they don't rule this land as its own country, they are ruled under the kings land, a large area, wars were won, taxes were paid, life was good as long as you followed the kings orders, laws were placed with punishments for all kinds of people, for the others, it was much worse, and the fear was only two words had to be changed in order for the normals to have a worse life than the others.
The others' land was also ruled by the highest voted man in the election for the next king, if the king died first, then a new man would replace if they got the highest, if the other leader died first, then the king had complete power over it, and that would mean a mass killing would be carried out. The younger people who had just discovered their ability hid in the shadows and wouldn't tell anyone, if they were caught, they would be executed, if one of the others found out, you would have to move to the other land, in the mountains, in the cold. The rest of the county was warm and safe, the complete opposite to the dark mountains.
The best part of being part of the other's is that, though there are animals that will kill you in the night, they have the power to stop a war on them, they couldn't lose, even with the toughest men being used. They knew everything outside of the dark mountains, they knew if there were any people hiding, they knew if there was a festival on, they also knew what was happening inside the king's head, and that was their advantage, king Stephen used this against the former king. That is why they were feared.
But not all of the others should be feared, there are the ones who don't want power, they don't want to be above the normals, they wanted to be with them.
This is where she came in. She held up the stone to show equality between the light and the dark and was now part of the secret force, against the northwestern others. They were the people who were not known to these easterners. They couldn't be found as they had a shield around them which only the people allowed in can pass through. This was one thing everyone could do, seek for others, then they just had their own specialty. It shows straight away, and no one can help support them in getting the full potential out of their abilities.
They lived like the west people, but they didn't have their advantage, so it was hard to plan out an attack without the right people on their side. And even with these people, Stephen was one strong person. Sunniva was a powerful girl, she didn't live with the others, but with the normals. Her power was easily hidden, and she could almost control it, she just has to stay clam and not be caught.
She had reached the guarded border of the dark mountains, her invisibility was useful very often, unfortunately her footprints remained visible, so had to take the long way around, following a guard in front of her reporting news of a trespasser.
The only downside was that, in light, her shadow can be seen, so she had to move in the dark to get through, and even then, now that there has been a sign of an intruder, strong lights could be turned on. Her power was an illusion, signals are sent out so people think that no one is there and would see what is really there, light isn't effected by this so would just stop and form a shadow.
If they saw her shadow, she would be killed on the spot, no questions asked, no one could get in and no one could get out, that was the rules, the path up the mountains begun at the border, only one known way up to the normals, and it was to stay that way.
The coldness of the mountains slowed Sunniva, only the ambition to find her purpose led her, she wanted the country to be safe, and not let the wrong people take over, even if that meant the king Stephen, the one person she never thought she would have had to.
With only meters to go, the lights turned on, peoples faces were lit with the annoyance of the sudden light, even she stopped to remember where she was. She saw her shadow, lights turned to her, she ran north, it was a slow reaction, about five seconds after she reached the path up the mountains, and another three before the first shot was made, three long seconds before the first hit her and she fell down. Three hundred meters to the ground below, dead...

Rant of Rant of Racism

Why is it that when someone decides that everyone has to do a rant on racism that there is nothing that I can think of to say about it. Surely my rant about humanity was good enough, but no, everyone in the class has been told that they have to do a rant about racism, something that I would probable not be good at.
And then you are told by your other teacher that we are all doing speaking and listening. Discuss arguments that parents and their children have by looking at these images. Create your own island as you have been shipwrecked there for 2 months and you probable won't be rescued. Well hang on, if you want people to get there, then you need to be i communication with the people not on the island, so you would be able to go home and leave that island forever. But no, you have to stay there, call it Fajhita Island (it is spelt like that as the person who wrote it cannot clearly spell) and have a load of random places, a chili farm, a volcano in between the main area of the island and the airport, and it is an active volcano, within mountains and a dragon. You have to be checked for illness before coming, if you are ill then you cannot come. There is no hospital, if you become ill then you are killed, cooked and eaten by people on the island, solves land waste and potential food shortages, and if you protest, then you are classed as ill. And that teacher says we are not doing a rant on racism.
And then you go back to the other teacher and says that we are doing a rant on racism, clearly there has been no communication between these two people.
Surely I would be better off ranting about the fact that I have to rant about racism rather than ranting about racism.

Shark Infested Waters

The sharks keep coming too close to push away, they are violent and they are pretty much unstoppable, I can't stop them, I can't stop anything, and the world is asleep, unaware of the truth and it is almost as though I can no longer talk to the world.

They are growing into adults, they are attcking more and it seems impossable to swim away, now, the world has gone too far and there isn't any visable hope in the future.

There is life in the shadows which has been experianced, but with the life is pain and forgottenness.

There is no path out of shadows and into the light. There is no ladder to climb out of the hole. There is no larger cup to protect the small, damaged cup. 

There is nothing. Only the darkness, as though in a black hole, not even light can escape its roaring fury to destroy anything that gets too close, something that once produced light and was warm now destroys light and is very cold. 

Only confusion. Living in a world, only one big puzzle missing that one piece. The image is incomplete, there is no way of knowing what the whole picture is, sure you can guess, but you can never understand until you look at the image on the box, seeing the image as a whole thing, understanding it better than when missing a piece, the most important piece of all.

And still there is silence, in a vacuum. No one to hear your cries, no one to hear your tears, no one to hear your pain.

And in every incident, a shark comes close. Many times they can be pushed away, many times they can be scared away, but always they come back, angrier and with their own protection of more sharks.

Growing weaker, unable to hold the door shut for longer, less help than at the beginning, the person on the other sife grows stronger, and can push through the door, it can't be long until that happens, surely, one side no longer able to keep it shut, it always ends in disaster.

Sneezing

I just hate it when someone sneezes, even if they try to stop the germs from spreading, it is always annoying.

Sneezing loud or quiet doesn't make a difference to me. If there is a sneeze, it is still a sneeze.

Sneezing into midair is always irritating, especially when you are eating or just in that room, I do not want your germs all over me, our mouths are dirty which makes it even worse. But there is only one way which protects everyone else from your sneeze which is hard to spread around, sneezing into your arm-elbow joint. Reduces the majority of it to yourself. Sneezing into a cloth never helps, it just goes through it, and our hands aren't that good at protecting us either. So there is no use sneezing any other way than into your arm, make everyone else happy and not ill.

Then you have those people who sneeze all the time and they always come in large groups. And when you have to live with one of those people who also are cooking your food at the same time, you just want to scream at them. 

Hygiene is something that bothers me, and if someone sneezes over my food, and I know about it, I am very cautious, then I just think, I will only be ill, like anyone actually cares about that.

And then you have to enter a room, and someone sitting near you is ill, and they are coughing and sneezing and all that. You just want to move away, and you can't because there is nowhere else to move to.

And then you get people who have a really runny nose. They sniff and sniff, don't think to get a tissue, and continue sniffing when everything is really quiet and you are trying to concentrate. And then, 'A-CHOOOOOO' yes, they sneeze and it just goes everywhere and there is that little spec of wet on the table which is in perfect vision of a light, and it is a flickering light, so you see it, then you don't then when you've forgotten about it, it comes back.

Shark Attack

It was cold and progressive, only she knew what was going to happen, there was no way she could tell anyone without sounding completely mad, and there was no one to care, many to listen, but none to care. Anyone can listen, but only a few will care. Telling someone would just mean that they can listen, implying something means that someone cares if they know what it is.
It is hard, living in a world full of people who just constantly put you down, no point doing anything if someone says you can't do that very well and doesn't tell you how to improve, just hold it against them, and that is what this girl does. If someone says anything like that that they can feel guilty for, then she will use it against them, fair enough really, but no one ever really notices until it becomes a really big problem.
It wasn't an easy day, the panic in the morning, as though something was calling her, soon to do something really bad, completely uncontrollable, and that was the problem, she couldn't control it forever. It was only a matter of time. The panic wasn't easy of course. Generally at night where she wouldn't have to see anyone until the morning, but being in the morning, she had to be very careful. She couldn't let her family know, not knowing how that will change their relationship, and not being able to do anything as there was no one she could talk to and nothing she could do to distract herself. And to cope with it, she, in panic, cut herself.
Nothing much she could do now, school. The walk wasn't easy, especially that day, she was apprehensive, and this was clear, having to walk past so many people, and judging her as she goes. Hating roads and cars never helps, especially in the school parking area, cars coming down, the buses with people on them, staring out of the window with their piercing eyes.
And the first think she saw was not helpful, the one person she never wants to see, trying to avoid her, her voice calls out, walking past saying an irritated, 'yes, I'm fine,' and just carrying on until the end of the corridor comes into reach, and out again.
And the fire alarm goes off, 'great' she thought, slowly going into the required area. And throughout the time, no one notices that she can't stop mouthing and thinking the same thing, 'bigger and angrier,' but that is just how everyone is, only caring for themselves.
The day went pretty bad, about seven times that day she cried, all for the same and different reasons, at the same time. So a bit confusing, she was still thinking, 'bigger and angrier,' and it carried out through the whole day.
She almost wanted to kick someone that day, 'oh, as usual, you did really good in that lesson,' her response in her head, 'yes, it is good that I can spend 50 minutes staring at my pen and not doing anything productive, oh, and crying, good to know my powers of invisibility are still working and I can get good grades by staring at a pen.' and after that moment where she stood there frozen, she left. The rest of the day didn't go to well, all based upon the theory that if you cry, no one can see you and that you can't do anything right, that's why your work went missing.
So, a bad day for her, and at the end, she had to explain part of it to her friend before she went completely mad, again.
She ended the day not doing that much, a bit of work and something to try and calm her, but just ended up sitting around thinking of what could happen.

The next two days really bothered her. The first of these two ended with her alone and isolated, the afternoon lessons really cause her to complain about the lack of competence of the teachers ability to teach and that it is impossible to complete the three projects in the next week.
The second of these two days was just the cherry on the cake. Someone decided to talk to her, and started talking about sharks, that didn't help, sharks were the problem in the first place. What is the point in talking to people if they are just going to make you feel worse than you already do, not taking part because she isn't a 'team player' and not wanting to talk to anyone about it.
Eventually she just gave up and said, 'the sharks are bigger and angrier then they've ever been before.'
A quietness flew into the room, everything was silent, and from then, nothing was the same.

A cold breath came from her and the day just went, having no memory of what has just happened in that day.

Sharks came into her mind, and all of a sudden, a shark attack came into her mind, the pain and the fear, a flood of emotions and a burning on her arm, it seemed so real, she felt as though she had to be there.
She held a knife in her hand, blood just rushing down her arm. Everything went black, couldn't remember anything, couldn't think of anything, it had all just gone. No one to help until it was too late, no thing else was there.
She lay on the bed, bandaged arm, and no one had any idea, no one cared, and no one wanted to listen, and the sharks had come and bitten her arm, deeper and more fierce than they had before.



Not very well written, but the idea is still the same.