Now I just don't know. Most of the people I care for now seem really low, many depressed, and I feel really bad because I'm not very good at making anyone feel better, and considering all I want to do at the moment is just give up, I don't know what to do. In some ways it would be easier if I just avoided people and not let anyone bother about me, but I want to make sure that everyone else is okay. I ended up crying at the end when most people had left, couldn't help it. Why can't this all just end? I want to think that everyone is okay or that it will all be better after exams, but I can't see that happening. I'm too scared to talk to anyone now, because I just ruin people's lives and I can't do anything right for anyone.